Confessions of the impertinent predilections of a sinner...

This post is for yesterday.

I was really happy. A feeling i've never felt for a long time... The company was great, i should say, everything went well... I enjoyed the overlooking of the entrance of Sentosa and the harbour the most. With the wind blowing in my face....

The silence wasn't awkward.... but calming and soothing. The haze suddenly didn't matter at all. Reminiscing was the most painful part, i guess. I tried hard not to cry... and walked away to hide it all. But i was feeling better.

All in all, Yimmie felt somewhat... different. Maybe I've changed.

Thoughts as for today.

Maybe it was a mistake.
A slip of the mind.
You forgot.
Perhaps, I'm too tight on you.
I'm too anal about stuff.
I don't give you
enough time to change.

Word are just words, afterall.
Perhaps, you're worth nothing
because you are nothing.
If that is true,then,
I'm the perfect fool for you.
You said you'd never let me down.
Maybe time is all you need.

So now,I'm leaving you alone.
To have all the time you need,
all the space to think,clearly.
Or, all the freedom to soar.
Soar or fall deeper into decadence.
While I try to climb that stairway,
that stairway to eternity...

So please,this is my last plea,
you and i,hand in hand,
climbing toward the golden sea.
With light shining on our faces,
as we look back at that dark alley,
and let that accomplished feeling
overwhelm us,unending.

Then i promise you,
the most wonderful journey.