My stupid camera phone isn't very good,i realised.
The veins looked worse today. I woke up to see the unsightly decolored lines surfacing at every joint of my finger. Then, the faint creeping of it up my palm. Went down to the kitchen...
Apple grapejuice
Milk
Koko crunch cereal
I couldn't even break the ice from the ice tray this time. I felt so bloody weak. I hate this feeling. What the hell is happening to you? Oh no... I struggled, and struggled. Finally, a pathetic part of the tray gave in and released 4 cubes of ice. Damn. I need to fill my big mug. Frustration set in... but i managed to take out more. But felt drained after that. Drained to the point, i shivered while pouring the apple grape juice out from the carton. What the hell? Arrgh...
I think its high time i stop drinking till i look shitfaced... I mean, stop drinking completely,perhaps.
The love of God, heals...more powerfuly than anyone or anything else.
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