pondering sorrows

I was in the middle of lecture, barely into the first hour of the morning. A huge bout of tears rushed to the corners of my eyes. The nauseating feeling from a warm fuzz in my stomach, shot to my nose. I never fought my tears so hard, the urge to run home to cry was overwhelming.

"How can someone who claimed to love/really do love me so much, ever do something like that to me?"

I do not comprehend, yet enlightenment isn't what I'm seeking.

Its the comfort of sleeping soundly in someone arms again, that I'm seeking.
Let it be yours, as always.

One last cry.

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry

I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on and on
And on.....

I'm gonna dry my eyes
Right after I had my
One last cry

One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind for the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down...
To my last cry...

擦肩而過 - 李聖傑

What I'm feeling now: Nostalgic.