Confessions of the impertinent predilections of a sinner...

It was a total fiasco trying to get up this morning...but it was worth it. I was talking to Benjiy till 2am last night. He called me and so we talked a while about whatever happened after he left for Aussie - he's in Singapore till 4th Oct!!! Its good to hear that he's doing pretty well. I'm happy for him. :) I promise we'll hang out before you return to Australia :) Haha.

Gonna have a long day ahead. Guess i'll be reaching home late today, cos by the time i catch the buses, and plus the time spent walking home...I might only reach home at...6pm? Urgh, i hate this feeling of having to stay out for long hours...and taking the bus alone. I'm seeing Yvonne today. Haven't seen her for about 2-3 weeks.

Every morning, the intoxication of ecstacy subsides slowly, as i wake to the empty, vacant home that my heart resides in. I used to look forward to every single morning, rain or shine... Now, a new day is just the repetition of a humdrum,monotonous cycle of antagonising torture.

My mother is oblivious to the fact that her daughter is tiding through an emotionally difficult phase... Her rantings and ravings have increased in the past few days due to the anxiety about my sister's exams. Thus, channelled to me as well. She thinks everything is fine therefore a little addition to my frustration won't kill. They think I'm happily overwhelmed by love.
Ostracized... by my parents? Did i use the word in the right context?

(eunice was here! O.o )

Whatever happened... ... i'm not too sure.Maybe you'd like to tell me.