Broken hearts, broken dreams
They're just some things that love brings
When you learn that its all been a lie
You cry
You find that

Nothing
Nothing
Nothing hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain
And you'll never learn
Till you get burned
Till you're burned by the flame

Nothing hurts so bad
Nothing hurts so much
No nothing, hurts,
like love

So you gave all you had
How this story turned so sad
Nothing left but the tears in your eyes
You die inside, cause

Nothing
Nothing
Nothing hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain
And you'll never learn till you get burned
Till you're burned by the flame

Nothing hurts so bad
Nothing hurts so much
No nothing, hurts
Like love

So dry your eyes
It's just your turn to learn
Your time to find that

Nothing
Nothing
Nothing hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain
And you'll never learn
Till you get burned
Till you're burned by the flame

Nothing hurts so bad
Nothing hurts so much
No nothing, hurts
Like love

The weekend, vanquished in the mere snap of the fingers. Have you ever asked yourself what you've accomplished? How i feel like talking to my blog now. I must be rather deranged, demented. Have you ever felt you're so overwhelmed with so much feelings, its gonna cause an explosion, and you can't wait to pour it out to somewhere where nobody knows...

But when you get to the 'Create Post' page on the monitor, you position the crouched fingers on the keyboard but nothing comes out at all. Nothing. You try a little harder, but it just doesn't seem right... and you don't know what you're typing. The feelings still trapped inside, every minute passes by not making it any more bearable.

Then you give up, and retreat to a corner...


You must be the missing piece...cos there's something in the way you look at me.

Taken at Swang's birthday party :) brithday kiss from the birthdat girl. She's on your left. :)

COWBIT! YOU BUGGER! :p Okay, here's the post i've promised. :p Hee. There's nothing much going on in my life right now. Smooth sailing.... I'm hesitant about that description about my life emotionally. I wish it were smooth sailing, i would say. But i've gotta face the facts. It's been taken on a roller coaster ride. A fatally fluctuating one. The feeling just sucks.





The next moment, you're plummetted deep into the chasms of nothingness, uncertainties and fears. And, at the blink of an eye, you're high up there, even more exhilarated than being on cloud 9 (which makes it cloud 10 and above). I think i'm going insane. Perhaps, this is yet another suckie phase of the what-they-call, LIFE.

"Let Her Go"

You were her only girl
The most precious thing in her world
And I know it makes you cry
That you never got to say goodbye

You were just running out of time
To say what was on your mind
You never wanted her to leave
And mom I know it makes you grief

But why don't you celebrate the moments that you shared yeah
'Cuz now she's watching over you
It's true
And you know it too

[CHORUS]
Just let her go...
If you can't take the pain
Of a broken heart
Just let her go...

I know it feels as though hope is gone
And it hurts to think of moving on
But she'd never want to see you sad
Even though I know this hurts so bad

Devoted a life to you
And helped raise the grandson too
And now I hope you realize
That I'll always be there by your side

But why don't we celebrate the moments that we shared yeah
'Cuz now she's watching over you
It's true
And you know it too

[CHORUS]

You never knew how much she tried to fight it
And when you needed her around she'd be there
But you can reassure yourself that she's at ease
And that's why it's time for you
To...

[CHORUS]

If you can't take the pain
Of a broken heart
Just let her go... (just let her go, let her go)

If you can't take the pain
Of a broken heart
Just let her go... (just let her go, let her)

If you can't take the pain

I haven't much to blog about lately. Anyways, its SWANG'S BIRTHDAY!!! SO, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWANG!

This is for SWANG.
Thank you for all the times you stood by me. I know you meant well. :) I'm just plain stubborn when you think maybe i don't understand. I hope that i'm not just one of the people who just come and go in your life. I WILL visit you in Melbourne okay. :) Thank you for all the crazy times, all the JU-ER times!!! (whahaha) It hasn't been long, but i'll remember it, nevertheless. Hope the surprise was plesant and of all, memorable :) I love you. :) *I think i will cry when i send you off* :p (shhh...)

Another day and month to MINE. Hmmm, i'm still wondering why i don't want a big party thrown for me. I'm turning 17. Its only 17, they say. You must enjoy. BUT I PREFER IT QUIET. Haah.

I spoiled, by your love baby...

This post is for yesterday.

I was really happy. A feeling i've never felt for a long time... The company was great, i should say, everything went well... I enjoyed the overlooking of the entrance of Sentosa and the harbour the most. With the wind blowing in my face....

The silence wasn't awkward.... but calming and soothing. The haze suddenly didn't matter at all. Reminiscing was the most painful part, i guess. I tried hard not to cry... and walked away to hide it all. But i was feeling better.

All in all, Yimmie felt somewhat... different. Maybe I've changed.

Thoughts as for today.

Maybe it was a mistake.
A slip of the mind.
You forgot.
Perhaps, I'm too tight on you.
I'm too anal about stuff.
I don't give you
enough time to change.

Word are just words, afterall.
Perhaps, you're worth nothing
because you are nothing.
If that is true,then,
I'm the perfect fool for you.
You said you'd never let me down.
Maybe time is all you need.

So now,I'm leaving you alone.
To have all the time you need,
all the space to think,clearly.
Or, all the freedom to soar.
Soar or fall deeper into decadence.
While I try to climb that stairway,
that stairway to eternity...

So please,this is my last plea,
you and i,hand in hand,
climbing toward the golden sea.
With light shining on our faces,
as we look back at that dark alley,
and let that accomplished feeling
overwhelm us,unending.

Then i promise you,
the most wonderful journey.

Played tennis in the evening today. Its been a while....It really has. Haa. Tennis forced me to get my mind of some stuff. Tired though, and hungry too. I went to bathe after tennis, and used the weighing machine in the toilet since they provided. I LOST ONE KG IN TWO DAYS. Heh. I'm sure i've gained it back after dinner. :D

I am going to phsyco my parents to get the Seletar Country Club membership!!! Its so quiet and nice there... I like it. And the toilet's nice too. They provide nice smelling soap, shampoo, towels, lockers, hairdryers, L'oreal toners, spacial bath cubicles, air-con toilets, and a weighing machine!!! Haahaa, I'm impressed.

Oh well, I'm gonna read up on my practicals now and then head to bed. Tennis followed by a full dinner = sleepy! :)

Oh yes, my veins are better now. After a bit of exercising... :)
Thanks to Leon :) for the evening.


These are temporal happiness. I come home,facing emptiness. You're my long term happiness. You make it happen. No one else can.

My stupid camera phone isn't very good,i realised.

The veins looked worse today. I woke up to see the unsightly decolored lines surfacing at every joint of my finger. Then, the faint creeping of it up my palm. Went down to the kitchen...

Apple grapejuice

Milk

Koko crunch cereal

I couldn't even break the ice from the ice tray this time. I felt so bloody weak. I hate this feeling. What the hell is happening to you? Oh no... I struggled, and struggled. Finally, a pathetic part of the tray gave in and released 4 cubes of ice. Damn. I need to fill my big mug. Frustration set in... but i managed to take out more. But felt drained after that. Drained to the point, i shivered while pouring the apple grape juice out from the carton. What the hell? Arrgh...

I think its high time i stop drinking till i look shitfaced... I mean, stop drinking completely,perhaps.

The love of God, heals...more powerfuly than anyone or anything else.