first and foremost, i shall promise my readers (whoever you are) that i'll blog more stuff with substance. Yes the songs do portray how i feel. but i should speak.
I'm tired. I don't know why nothing interests me. I feel i've been leading many more than 1 life - i'm living many lifes. A quiet student, mentally overgrown juvenile, nocturnal creature and social butterfly.
So many things that i'm not. Perhaps i really am, however... i prefer elusions.
I've come to a point of too many i-dont-knows in life. So many, you're left with no other corners to take cover but have your naked self exposed TO YOURSELF.
I dont blame anyone who sees me in a different light of who i think i really am. Because i gave them the impression, i didnt dare to show/say - here, this is me, like it or not.
maybe im just thinking too much.maybe i just need to be in control.
life's not all about being in control, but about knowing where we're drifting. thats all. and i'm just afraid of regrets.
thank you for the morning call today. it assured me that you're still around,and that you still do care about everything. it really meant alot to me.
and to my brother, its nice to see you smile again =)
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