Confessions of the impertinent predilections of a sinner...

I'm at the crossroads, look but I'm not really sure which way to go.Looking over my shoulder, cause it's colder than it seems

I never needed a smoke so badly before.
I never felt this lost.
I never knew forever felt so real. Its like home.
I never doubted that we came right from the heart.
I never listened to the noises, null and void inside my head.
I never felt so frustrated because I don't know what I'm changing into.
I never told you how it feels like to sit in your head, alone.
I never felt more miserable.
I never felt so fucked. Basically.

You're my favourite accident because, you're my favourite mistake.

I know you're looking at me through the glass.
I know you don't know how much is real.
I know you're outside looking in. at me.
I know you don't expect an easy answer.
I know i cant expect a bit of hope.
I know the stars that shine, lie too.
I know its a different scene,from what i've seen.

I know, I'm falling deeper.