Confessions of the impertinent predilections of a sinner...

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Tonight I realised its not whether he loves me or he loves me not.
Tonight I realised its who loves me more... that causes pandaemonium...
Tonight I realised its who loves me more... that causes the pain...
Tonight I realised love is only reserved for one genuine individual...
Tonight I realised I run away because I'm afraid of pain...
Tonight I realised confusion is such a horrible monster.

Tonight, I wish it was all a bad dream.

Tonight I realised... perhaps I can't love.

I'm sorry.