my room
it smells
of you

how you've lingered in the air.
you
have come
and you
have gone

and I am stuck in yesterday.
(too tired to go on.)


your lips spoke certain words
but a different story was shining
in your eyes.

and with our last embrace
the future flashed
and flickered
and faded
with your tail lights.
(fireworks style.)

how sweet of you
to catch
the final
kiss.

now i'm hesitant,
to catch
the last
train home.


never to return back, to where i left off from; where you stood watching my departure

I'm at the crossroads, look but I'm not really sure which way to go.Looking over my shoulder, cause it's colder than it seems

I never needed a smoke so badly before.
I never felt this lost.
I never knew forever felt so real. Its like home.
I never doubted that we came right from the heart.
I never listened to the noises, null and void inside my head.
I never felt so frustrated because I don't know what I'm changing into.
I never told you how it feels like to sit in your head, alone.
I never felt more miserable.
I never felt so fucked. Basically.

You're my favourite accident because, you're my favourite mistake.

I know you're looking at me through the glass.
I know you don't know how much is real.
I know you're outside looking in. at me.
I know you don't expect an easy answer.
I know i cant expect a bit of hope.
I know the stars that shine, lie too.
I know its a different scene,from what i've seen.

I know, I'm falling deeper.

And I look forward to be with the people i miss... and not find myself buggered by the people whom i do not yearn to be with...

help me tell God i left Him a text message

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

[Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
No one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head ]

How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
So while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
but No one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real?
So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
contaminating everything
We thought came from the heart
But never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(Null and void instead of voices)
Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever

But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah ah
And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah ah

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you, yeah ah
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah ah
And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you, yeah ah
And its's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah yeah

Oh when the stars
Oh when the stars they lie.


I've finally realized, that you are my true love
And I had a lot of time to think, and you're all seem to keep thinking,
To keep thinkin of, yeahhh
And now I know I need you each and every day
I can't live without you, so don't run away
Baby you say that you love me

I can't think, think about this crazy day
I lose sleep just to daydream about you baby

Wounded soldier on the ground
Broken, bleeding, beaten down,
Feeling defeated, feeling not needed,
Alone, abandoned on the battleground.
Wounded soldier, faithful friend,
Beaten down by those you defended,
Your heart once open, now pierced and broken,
Needing hope to rise again.

Let me bind up every wound,
Let me comfort every pain.
Let me carry you to a place of rest,
Shelter from pouring rain.
Let me hold you. I can be right where you are.
Let me hold you in the shelter of my heart.
When you're weary from the battle and all hopes seems so far,
Just remember I am with you faithfully guarding your heart.

While the battle rages on, I will hold you through the night.
In the shadow of the cross I'll be your champion; fight your fight
Let me hold you, i can be right where you are.
Let me hold you in the shelter of my heart.

Wounded soldier, you'll rise again.
You can trust me, I always win.
When you face harshness or total darkness,
I'm ever watching, faithful to defend.
Wounded soldier, faithful one.
When you're fallen,i'll help you run.
With every testing, I'll bring you resting.
And say to you,my child...
Well done.


Mel, this is for you. i might not always be there for you. But remember, He is. =)

Children sleeping
snow is softly falling.
Dreams are calling
like bells in the distance.

We were dreamers not so long ago.
But one by one we all had to grow up.

When it seems the magic slipped away,
we find it all again on Christmas day...

Believe in what your heart is saying,
hear the melody that's playing.
There's no time to waste,
there's so much to celebrate.

Believe in what you feel inside,
And give your dreams the wings to fly.
You have everything you need,
If you just believe.

Trains move quickly to their journey's end.
Destinations are where we begin again.
Ships go sailing far across the sea.
Trust in starlight, to get where they need to be.

When it seems that we have lost our way,
we find ourselves again on Christmas day...

Believe in what your heart is saying,
hear the melody that's playing.
There's no time to waste,
there's so much to celebrate.

Believe in what you feel inside,
And give your dreams the wings to fly.
You have everything you need,
If you just believe.

If you just believe.
If you just believe.
If you just believe.
Just believe.
Just believe.