Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Strike a match, light the sun. Watch the preview, life's a game.

I thought i'd flop into bed and hit slumberland like lightning breaks that reach the earth, especially after such a long day.

Apparently not. And we all wonder why.

The point being, I'm not able to sleep till the break of dawn. Till then, it'd be a good time to take Niko for a stroll as the sun creeps up. Take a pitstop at the park and indulge in the serenity of the entire ceremony that never fails to brighten up our days.

I'm not living life the way i thought i should be. Whatever happened to 'seriously, Fuck Love', i don't know either. Only because I've given up, or because i never knew what it really was, or i keep thinking love's not for me. I'd say, probably all of the above. It's not worth anything.

I wanted to wish you well, but after second thoughts, I realised i would've needed the well-wishing far more than you ever needed. Thus, it would've been a total suppression of your abilities if i wished you well - the fact that i knew you would be at your best, unaffected. So, i bidded my farewell and left.

;cheeeseballz. dang, i hate myself sometimes, most of the time.

No comments: