So, chinese new year wasn't fantastic. Its wierd how the festive mood deteriorates as you get older, only for the chinese new year. Now i finally start to realise why most of the older generation are not enthusiastic about the occasion the least bit. They just turn up for the sake of showing their face to complete the huge round tables like an unfinished jig-saw puzzle that is only pieced together once a year.
Believe it or not. Yours truly, ended up having quite a string of bumper holidays-drinking and partying. It all started a few days before the chinese new year.
Clowns. Outside Access Room @ Boat Quay at about 5am I think.
The lost little boy whom I still cant get over.
One of the most enriching periods in my life. Camps. This is Aji.
Motivational insights from Daddy and mummy - thats what they called us, trainers. LOL. I look wierd!
Memories. Memories, good or bad, are memories because they are the nuts and bolts that hold us together as an individual. Only because we owe it all to that for who we are today. Not entirely, of course, but a good part of it. The other would be our ability to discern reality from past. Thus when we are able to do that, we'd utilise the fact that we have a past to learn from, to move forward in life.
Somehow, as much as I am clear headed about my responsibilities and duties, I feel as if I'm going through a transition stage. A transition that I've been caught in, never to leap out of. A transition where everything happens in cycles. Vicious cycles that would probably kill me even sooner than i knew it happened. Do I luxuriate in the way things are? If not, then why am I stuck in it?
Its a venus fly trap kind of transition, i feel.
It be greatly appreciated if one could render my predicament as to why its happening. Perhaps, its normal.
On a lighter note, I MISS SABAH. And i'm very definite I'm going BACK. =D
A perfect place where i spent the last few days of the year 2007 -relaxing, reflecting and indulging. Here are some peeks into my getaway:
My room,with an HUGE attached bathroom and seaview!
First day, getting ready to go out for dinner. Sis and I.
This is the apartment we stayed in. Sunset shot. Awesome seafront location.
The view from my balcony. =)
Halfway up Mt Kinabalu. not my kid holding my had, its my godcousin, Kiara. =D
Little things that make little ones contented-ice cream!
Happy siblings caught on candid!
Dinner at Little Italy - Uncle's Fabulous restaurant.
We had alot of fun cos we were bored =p
only two days worth of pics. I'll get the rest of the white water rafting and beach outing pics from the brother. Meanwhile, you guys take care.
I wish i could keep bleeding love, cos i dont mind dying that way.
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