Confessions of the impertinent predilections of a sinner...

& she can't seem to stop crying,like how she did yesterday.


I don't wanna live today as if I don't care about tomorrow. If I had one wish, it would be to know what would happen tomorrow and the following days ahead.

But today, I realise, perhaps, you don't understand me even though its been 18 years.
I know I can't blame you all for not understanding, I wasn't open enough to talk to any of you. I preferred keeping things to myself.
As I type this between sniffles and sobs, I don't even think you'd ever read this anyway.
If you have tried to understand me but to no avail, i know its not your fault. Its me. I am the one who refuse to talk to any of you.

But I just want you to know that I cry when I see daughters taking a happy picture with their father. and when they tell the world how much they love their mum.

I feel so small.

;God,thank You for reading.I don't blame you either.