I really miss these times...
Self redemption? Perhaps.
Been bucking up on my studies. Hopefully the results will be good for the first test i took recently. :) Wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. Must have been paranoia and the fact that nobody really knew what to expect.
Polylife is not as easy as i thought it would be. But it just makes sense - the higher you climb, the tougher it gets.
Who has time to bother about little playhouse creatures who frolick in their own pool of hate?
All i asked for is sometime to sort my messed-up life out, where was the patience? Perhaps you didn't know what love is. And obviously still do not.
I know what I'm doing. I know I've been partying nights, drinking... I know i am destroying myself. Yes, that shows i do not love myself. But, i do not get myself into trouble. For example, if i ever get drunk,it will only happen at home. I do not follow any Tom, Dick or Harry whom i danced with, home. Don't point fingers till you look at yourself in the mirror.
Is drink-driving any better? I don't drive home you know. The trouble i MIGHT get into, the consequences i MIGHT face (which i haven't) , is probably less than half as bad as yours.
So, I don't love myself huh?
Sometimes, you need people in your life who doesn't suck up to you all the time.
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