Confessions of the impertinent predilections of a sinner...

Many times, I've found myself scanning through my own blog and not know how to continue writing the next post...'cos i really don't know how i'm feeling anymore. I guess i have gotten too used to numbing myself - my true emotions. I thought i could run away...... run and run...and never stop. Exhaustion sets in. I stopped, and thought between the heavy panting, that I'd better face it. I can't carry on this way. Face the hurt, deal with it... The rainy season isn't helping much by dampening my mood further.

I'm at a total lost, to be frank. Sigh...

The suppression of feelings inside has caused the confusion between my true feelings and the fact that I do not feel anything anymore.

This really sucks...


Good luck for your finals my dear. You have all my bestest wishes!