Friday, February 29, 2008

chasing dreams



its like you finally wake up one day, open the door, and sunlight just hits you so hard in the eyes that you are literally taken aback. Then, a warm feeling in your tummy that rises to your head almost instantly that tells you - today, IS a good day. And from that minute on, you know how and what what life really means to you. As you look upon the shimmering morning dew drops that litter the grasslands, as you watch the incandescent peeping sunrays over the horizon setting the treetops ablaze, as you uncover the mysteries of life you never thought about.

It has always been there, like how God is. But somehow we are caught up with our own pride and perceptions too often, we neglect the mere facts of life. We forget the simplicity of it all.

To me, life is a pattern - A pattern no matter what we do or relate to. Many do not realise that we can learn from every mistake we make. That we realise our strength only after we overcome a what seemed unreasonably difficult hurdle. Or that sometimes, certain decisions in life are actually realisations-lived-out. I do not know how else to explain myself due to my limited range of vocabulary. However, i could elaborate if we meet in australia - melbourne. Then we'll talk over tea ;)


;and for the first time, i'm chasing my dreams so closely.

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Rainy...

Jolted out of bed. Its pouring heavily outside. I guess my time has come.

2 choices - run and hide, or face it boldly and overcome the hurdle with courage.

Slumped in the tiny corner of my cosy room, here I am, watching raindrops pelt on my window pane relentlessly. My mind, whitewashed - a total contrast to the dark rainy night I am staring into. I am wishing so much for someone to tell me what to do. Right or wrong, isn't my connundrum anymore. Its become the choosing of paths that matters, and whatever bumps that lies ahead in whichever choice I decide upon.

Whichever is more scabrous, we don't know. But we can be definite that life is never a bed of roses and it is how we go about these hard stuff in life.

Ok,my decision is settled upon.


;i think its time i left God another text message.

Monday, February 25, 2008

Shopping, late dinners and the clubs

Lime and Barley =)


Its such a pity that my usb bluetooth adaptor mysteriously disappeared. If not for that, i'd be posting more awesome pictures from my phone. Haha. Anyhoos,

good morning. I just woke up.

Damn, some kind of lifestyle I'm living man. Time to do some tuning to my bio-clock. I hope circumstances would allow me so.

On the other side, I am gonna play tennis for club. =s I have no idea how its gonna turn out... ... Haah!


Seasons are changing,And waves are crashing,And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,I can show you I'll be the one

Thursday, February 21, 2008

分手快樂 - 梁靜茹

我无法帮你预言
委曲求全有没有用
可是我多么不舍 
朋友爱的那么苦痛
爱可以不问对错 
至少有喜悦感动
如果他总为别人撑伞 
你何苦非为他等在雨中
泡咖啡让你暖手 
想挡挡你心口里的风
你却想上街走走 
吹吹冷风会清醒的多
你说你不怕分手 
只有点遗憾难过
情人节就要来了 
剩自己一个
其实爱对了人 
情人节每天都过
分手快乐 祝你快乐 
你可以找到更好的
不想过冬 厌倦沉重 
就飞去热带的岛屿游泳
分手快乐 请你快乐 
挥别错的才能和对的相逢
离开旧爱 像坐慢车 
看透彻了心就会是晴朗的
没人能把谁的幸福没收
你发誓你会活的有笑容
(你自信时候真的美多了)

我不配- Jay chou

这街上太拥挤 
太多人有秘密 
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪 
在还原那场雨 
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿 
又斑驳了几句 
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅 
隔遥远的距离 
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你 
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对 
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对 
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

我已经不对 
我努力挽回
分手我忽略后要人陪
这感觉已经不对 
最后才了解
oh多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

Monday, February 18, 2008

Thank you, Jaedon.




Thank you for the 4 months of:

joy
laughter
sunshine
frustrations
nonsense
love
mischief
companion
whimpers for attention
jumping up and down excitedly when i come home
making me all drenched during your bath
shooting off and then running back to me again
playing tackle with me
lying on my lap when you're in the car
falling asleep in the car after a day at the beach


Though 4 months is not that long a period of time, but I'm missing you so badly. There will never be a day that goes by without me wishing that you'll come running back home to me again. I love you. the 3 most powerful words i ever knew.



;now its like cutting me open and i just keep bleeding love.till is all gone, it hurts sometimes when i think about it.

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Finally, picture update!

I can't believe it. I still miss Jaedon so fucking much. That also explains the relentless raging of emotional turmoil in me although its been a month since his escapade.

His first squeaky toy.


He's happy cos he loves my room - forbidden zone.


Standard husky pose. =P


Protecting his new toy.



Hope and prayers are all I've got for now, i guess.

Sabah Pictures! As you can see, I played nanny. But it turned out a common assumption by others, as my KID. GOODNESS. I think i really AM getting old. :( Not good.

going back to the main island


chilling by the beach having drinks :)


on our way back with little miss sticky =D


playing nanny, again.heh


cutie pie and me!


White water rafting level 2- completed!


All set to return home


My bloods, my loves =)