Wait for you - Elliot Yamin

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door ooooo
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

Today, I lost 2 friends.

Hello World.
First my parents. then my friends...

What else?

FUCK YOU. JUST TAKE ME INSTEAD.

I've taken my break.

Its high time i start preparing for foundation! =)


Back to the books. Double degree in Commerce and Law. Tough stuff.

She falls apart
By herself
no one there to talk or understand
feels the same
dries her eyes
finds herself, opens a door and sighs

people see right through you
everyone knew you well
falls apart
might as well
Day is long and nothin' is wasted

Run away, Run away
hold you tomorrow but your goin' away
Run away, run away
hold you tomorrow but you're leavin' today

You walk alone
By yourself
There's the sound, nothin' is changin'
They've gone away
Left you there
Emptiness in nothin' you can't share

All those words that hurt you
More than you would let it show

Comes apart
By yourself
Always well but nothing is wasted

Run away, run away
hold on to you but you're goin' away
Run away, run away
Hold you tomorrow but your leavin' today

Sometimes I feel aroused so I cannot be down
all the time I've been on my owm
any sound of being here
time to wastearound a friend
I know where to runaway.
no where to run away yeah!

She falls aprt, no one there
hold her hand and seems to disappear
falls apart
might as well
Day is long and nothin' is wasted

Run away, run away
Hold on to you but your goin' away
run away, run away
Hold you tomorrow but you're leavin' today

JAEDON'S MISSING. IM SO FUCKING SAD.

Everyone's broken. Everyone's torn. Even when we seem like we don't give the slightest fuck about it. We actually are.

And deep in the quiet night when we are all alone, and there's nowhere else to run. We withdraw into our little shells and cry. Break down not because we want to but because we are only human afterall. And family members may be differing but never substituted.
Ignorant i may seem, because i want to believe that they will all grow old one day and their childish mindsets will alternate. Childish because everyone is trying to change everyone.

Stop judging and start accepting with giving a little love and freedom. and a daily prayer as the day closes in. Love, regardless of who they are, what they've done or where they are. Love because you pledged to, at the church's alter in front of God that very day. Love because God loves them too. Love, because you'll need it too. It is not easy as it seems but we all must try, with the end goal in mind. If a loved one were to climb the wrong mountain in life, I'd not aid but instead, accompany them though the asperously scabrous journey.

Concentrate on the next hurdle in life and how to overcome it rather than trying to change people and situations around you. That obstacle is not going to budge. You will have to find your way around it. Talking will not help the least bit.

Mom and dad, this is for you. Love each other they way you used to. Whoever said love was conditional. Love the way you used to love. You dont stop loving cos' they're changed. Daddy's still daddy. And mummy's still mummy. That's not going to change either.

Does anyone hear me? =(

P.S -and baby,you'llalways be baby too. hehe =D
Sorry for being difficult the past few nights. I'm sorry.

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around
Like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know,
Don't seem to care
What your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore
There's nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's whats going on,
Nothing's fine I'm torn

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn

So I guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I don't care, I have no luck, I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things that I can't touch, I'm torn


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